Miss Pritzz new chapter 7

WHAT HURTS THE MOST.....

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok

But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most............
Was being so "CLOSE" And having so much to say

......And watching you walk away......

And never knowing What could have been????????
And not seeing that you R NOT LOVIN ME
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to dEal with the PAIN of losing you eveRywhere I go

But I’m doin’


It It’s HARD to force that SMILE when I see our old friends and I'M ALONE!!!!


Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most.......

Is being so close And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing What could have been

And not seeing U AND FORGET you

Is what I was trying to do

Goooossssssshhhhhhhh.......
Why u leave me....
i'm trying to forget those alcohols...
but finally .... i just dont know what i suppose to do
i can't stop thinkin of u..
and thats killin me.......
sumppppaaaahhhh
ngerasa jadi orang paling tolol sedunia...
bego...so stupid....

i wanna cry but i can...
lo emang bukan punya gue...
thats way i cant cry...
hurt?
yup...

hurt is my middle name

why him?
there's so many question inside my head
thats why i get drunk...
i've just heard ur voice for the last...

DID U EVER LOVE ME???????

AND U JUST SAID :"YES, WHEN U R NORMALLY AND NOT DRUNK"


goooosssshh,,i'm dyin..AGAIN

Miss Pritzz new chapter 6

gooosssssssssshhh don't do this!!!

deleted all of ur message doesn't makes my heart being better
yeah baby, yeah i've been drinking
cause i've found my self in TROUBLE
and i hv no where else to go
got some whiskey for my self
well, i gotta keep on a movin
till i' back to ur arms again
GUILTY.........
YES..I"M GUILTY....for the rest of my life
how come baby?

HOW COME I NEVER DO WHAT I'M SUPPOSE TO DO????

HOW COME EVERYTHING I TRY NEVER TURNS OUT RIGHT??

YOU KNOW HOW IT IS WITH ME BABY
U KNOW I JUST CAN'T STAND MY SELF

AND IT WILL TAKES A LOT OF MEDICINE BABY
FOR ME TO PRETEND THAT I'M LOSSIN U ALREADY


BOY,,,.......... I FOLLOW MY HEART
....FOLLOW THE TRUTH..
RIGHT FROM THE START...
LET ME TO U

PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME THIS WAY...!!!!!!!!!

Miss Pritzz new chapter 5

LA blue
How do I get around?
I don't wanna lose,
myself in the crowd.
Well I'm sorry if I ain't making the right moves.
I'm just stuck here in my...

Maybe I'm crazy but I think I'm here to stay
Where my soul's 3,000 miles away
I don't need a million dollar deal to make me
Damn I miss you
I'd walk back to get you if I could
Can't stand another night in
Hollywood
I need another way to open up my mind

It's not fair
How'd you get so far away
The more I imagine me there
The more the memories fade
And I won't be coming back anytime soon
If you could only feel my

La Blue..
What can you do?
You won't be here forever
It's all in your mind

Maybe I'm crazy but I think I'm here to stay
Where my soul's 3,000 miles away
I don't need a million dollar deal to make me
Damn I miss you
I'd walk back to get you if I could
Can't stand another night in Hollywood
I need another way to open up my mind

La Blue
Maybe it ain't so bad
The more I see of you
The more I wish I had
ohh.oh...oh...oh....
ahhh...ahhh

Damn I miss you
I'm maybe crazy baby
and you're so far away yeah
Open up my mind

Ohhh....oh...oh...oh...

I'd walk back to get you if I could
You know I would
Damn I miss you......

Miss Pritzz new chapter 4

Well,,i'm ready for the pain..

after this sit..
the option only 2:
just play the game...still..
or forget 'bout e-thing...

we talk 'bout my life..ur life..but there's no us..
not even close...

je sais tu as elle..
bien...
alors...moi none pour toi...

actually i don't wanna know and i dont wanna ask 'bout it...
about us..cause there's no us...right?
but I'm just human being who has feeling..
dites-moi si j'ai faux..

God please send me a lover please...
the truth lover to fulfill my life...
i don't wanna fall from man to another man w/ d'same sit..
i always pretend that i don't need a man..
but i do..i do..that silly, i know....

really,,..I'm not jealous for her for having you...
officially having you as a lover...
but I'm afraid one day I'll feel it..
yesterday i hate all the girl who destroy sum1 else relationship...
but now..i'm one of them..
can u imagine..how the world change so fast...

aarrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
so confused...
bout my self..my life..my romance...

i just wanna find sum1..
only one man...that without him i can't live.....
to take care each other..
A VISIBLE MAN

well he came yesterday..
but,,he still not mine...he can't be that man..he wouldn't and never.....
wasting time huh?

I'm 26 years of ages...and single..still
sum1 told me:
"there will a time that a real good man come to you
he will bring all the things u need..and you will complete each other...
cause we are born for meet our destiny in may way,and god still keep our secret bout that destiny...then just relax here..enjoy ur life as u can.."

but i just feelin' lonely...
and thats killin me....
oohh,, i hate that word..loneliness..
i'm not cryin'...my heart do...

Miss Pritzz new chapter 3

duh...salah lagi...

aarrrggghhh...
bukan gue suka ngeluh...bukan nya gue ga bisa kerja
tapi kenapa masih ada yang salah y...
kurang teliti sh...
ato slalu pengen buru2...
apa gw ga cocok jadi CS ya?
gue juga pengen mencintai pekerjaan gw...
seperti "laki-laki" itu...
gilaaaaaaa....
lagi stresss gilaaaaaa...
this time not b'coz a man...
i feel like i'm nothing to them...
hhuuuuaaayyyy...
body gw kurus bukan krn diet...
antara kurang menikmati pekerjaan...
kurang duit dan kasih sayang...
haha..akhirnya hari ini bisa ketawa juga...
sebernerya emang gw yang ngerasa tertekan ato emang tuh kerjaan bikin ga nyaman...
kayanya bukan cuma gue dh yang ngerasa tertekan...
high risk low return..

Miss Pritzz new chapter 2

never fall in love like that before...that's why i still cryin'

June,20th...

i know..that i should not looking for the past..
it's only a journey...
but i still blame my self for being fool..
Hv already knew he was cheatin' on me..
with that chick..
one thing that make me get shock is...
ur 3rd anniversary...we still together, right?
so fool..and so blind...
pritzz..don't u get the sign...
i was standing alone in the dark, getting wet and cold, because it was rain that nite..
and he was choosing pick her than u that nite...
Gosh..am i stupid or sumthin'....??

finally realize u and her been a lover...
is it real true love...??
happy for all the bitterness i felt...?
i almost forgot who i am since that day..
i found a different "me" and put my self for those alcohols...
being addict coz I'm dying to face the truth...
careless for my life...

even though 3 year, u seems finally found ur true love..
and I've found nothing...

...u wear that clothes on ur 3rd anniversary...
mon dieu... dites-moi...c'est mes faux? pourqoi?
je n'ai pas finis aime lui, aujourd -hui...mais deteste lui beaucoup..aussi

Miss Pritzz new chapter 1

Leaving you has been the best thing for me

June 14th...

Today i've seen ur pix..and ur lover...

and ur 3rd anniversary...and all the place we used to go..

including ur grandma's house... boy u look so happy with her

Why does it hurt so bad
Why do I feel SO SAD
Thought I was over you
But I keep CRYING
When I don't love you
So why does it hurt so bad
I thought I had let you go
So why does it HURTS me so
I gotta get you outta my head
It hurts so bad
Oh it hurts so bad baby


My life's been better
Since the day I left you boy
I must admit life's been kind to me
I went and did the things I said I would boy
I found someone who loves me for me
Haven't had much drama since the day that we split boy
My heart's never been more at ease
And when I think of all the things you put me through
Leaving you has been the best thing for me



"Never again" that's what I said to myself
I never wanna feel kind of pain again boy
Just when I think it's over
Just when I think it's through
I find myself right back in love with you

So why does it hurt so bad oh baby
Why do I feel so sad
I really don't love you boy