Miss Pritzz new chapter 4

Well,,i'm ready for the pain..

after this sit..
the option only 2:
just play the game...still..
or forget 'bout e-thing...

we talk 'bout my life..ur life..but there's no us..
not even close...

je sais tu as elle..
bien...
alors...moi none pour toi...

actually i don't wanna know and i dont wanna ask 'bout it...
about us..cause there's no us...right?
but I'm just human being who has feeling..
dites-moi si j'ai faux..

God please send me a lover please...
the truth lover to fulfill my life...
i don't wanna fall from man to another man w/ d'same sit..
i always pretend that i don't need a man..
but i do..i do..that silly, i know....

really,,..I'm not jealous for her for having you...
officially having you as a lover...
but I'm afraid one day I'll feel it..
yesterday i hate all the girl who destroy sum1 else relationship...
but now..i'm one of them..
can u imagine..how the world change so fast...

aarrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
so confused...
bout my self..my life..my romance...

i just wanna find sum1..
only one man...that without him i can't live.....
to take care each other..
A VISIBLE MAN

well he came yesterday..
but,,he still not mine...he can't be that man..he wouldn't and never.....
wasting time huh?

I'm 26 years of ages...and single..still
sum1 told me:
"there will a time that a real good man come to you
he will bring all the things u need..and you will complete each other...
cause we are born for meet our destiny in may way,and god still keep our secret bout that destiny...then just relax here..enjoy ur life as u can.."

but i just feelin' lonely...
and thats killin me....
oohh,, i hate that word..loneliness..
i'm not cryin'...my heart do...