Miss Pritzz new chapter 2

never fall in love like that before...that's why i still cryin'

June,20th...

i know..that i should not looking for the past..
it's only a journey...
but i still blame my self for being fool..
Hv already knew he was cheatin' on me..
with that chick..
one thing that make me get shock is...
ur 3rd anniversary...we still together, right?
so fool..and so blind...
pritzz..don't u get the sign...
i was standing alone in the dark, getting wet and cold, because it was rain that nite..
and he was choosing pick her than u that nite...
Gosh..am i stupid or sumthin'....??

finally realize u and her been a lover...
is it real true love...??
happy for all the bitterness i felt...?
i almost forgot who i am since that day..
i found a different "me" and put my self for those alcohols...
being addict coz I'm dying to face the truth...
careless for my life...

even though 3 year, u seems finally found ur true love..
and I've found nothing...

...u wear that clothes on ur 3rd anniversary...
mon dieu... dites-moi...c'est mes faux? pourqoi?
je n'ai pas finis aime lui, aujourd -hui...mais deteste lui beaucoup..aussi

Miss Pritzz new chapter 1

Leaving you has been the best thing for me

June 14th...

Today i've seen ur pix..and ur lover...

and ur 3rd anniversary...and all the place we used to go..

including ur grandma's house... boy u look so happy with her

Why does it hurt so bad
Why do I feel SO SAD
Thought I was over you
But I keep CRYING
When I don't love you
So why does it hurt so bad
I thought I had let you go
So why does it HURTS me so
I gotta get you outta my head
It hurts so bad
Oh it hurts so bad baby


My life's been better
Since the day I left you boy
I must admit life's been kind to me
I went and did the things I said I would boy
I found someone who loves me for me
Haven't had much drama since the day that we split boy
My heart's never been more at ease
And when I think of all the things you put me through
Leaving you has been the best thing for me



"Never again" that's what I said to myself
I never wanna feel kind of pain again boy
Just when I think it's over
Just when I think it's through
I find myself right back in love with you

So why does it hurt so bad oh baby
Why do I feel so sad
I really don't love you boy

Miss Sarah, chapter 3

FEEL SO SAD n HOPELESS

sediiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiihhh..

smua orang dah lulus kuliah.....
smua orang dah kerja.....
smua orang dah nemuin keidupan nya masing2.....
I'M TRAPPED IN MY OWN WORLD ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know... everything happened to me coz all my faults.
HATE IT!!!!!

is it too late for me to change?
is there any time for me to change?
IS THERE ANY TIME LEFT FOR ME?


WELL.... i'm not sure....

fffiiiiuuhhh...
FEEL SO SAD N HOPELESS....

Miss Sarah, chapter 2

aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhh

AGAIN.... i did the same mistake.
Oh GOSH!!!! whats wrong with me?
i already made promise to my self that i wouldn't do the same mistake. i hate being like this. i really want to change. i really want to be a better girl. I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!
What should i do to make my promises come true?


i'm sick of my life.
everything's wrong, everything's blur, everything's fucked up.
owh.. i'm so fucked up!!!!!!!!

SOMEBODY rescues me plz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't take this anymore, it's too painful.
should i end my life now?????????

Miss Sarah, chapter 1

fffffiiiiuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

My mind is gone, I'm spinning around

And deep inside, my tears I'll drown

I'm losing grip, what's happening?

I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

And I've got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

the Jay 7

Sekejap

Terbangun aku namun ku tak sedang tertidur ...
Seakan tak percaya namun semua terjadi begitu cepat ...
Ragu untuk berpijak berat untuk di ungkapkan...
Memang semua di luar nalar namun ada di dalam rasio...

Jangan buat aku merasa di buang ...
Aku merasa berada di lain alam namun satu dimensi dengan mereka...
Keberadaanku kini hanyalah menuggu sebuah penantian...
Namun aku sendiri gak pernah tau batasan roda waktu yang menggilasku..

Seperti memeluk sebuah bayangan yang sengaja kuciptakan sendiri...
Saat ku tersadar kembali hanyalah aku dan angan yang ada...
Senyumku tak tandakan bahagia...
Murungku tak pastikan kesedihanku...

Hembusan angin yang menyentuhku tak buatku merasakan sejuk...
Panasnya udara tak membuatku berkeringat...
Semua yang bekerja dalam otakku tak lagi wajar adanya...
Dalam benakku tiadak lebih hanyalah merasakan PAHIT...

Sesosok tubuh yang datang atas nama TEMAN...
Sebuah benda telah hilang saat dia pergi...
Bukan salah dia atau siapa...
Ini adalah sebuah RASA siapapun berhak memilikinya...

the Jay 6

Roda nasip emang berputar...
Kemarin aku berdiri...
Kini aku terbaring...
Siapa yang tau akan semua...

Hanya bisa merasakan...
Namun tak banyak yang bisa ku lakukan...
Rasa sakit bila terjatuh...
Senyum gembira bila bahagia...

Setiap langkah yang ku ambil adalah jawaban dari semua...
Namun sayangnya aku tak pernah tau akan pertanyaan Nya...
Seperti berada di tengah lautan yang rindukan daratan...
Seperti di tengah gurun pasir yang harapkan hujan...

Tak tau dimana...
Tak tau kemana...
Dan tak tau kapan...

Apakah yang kuanggap benar selama ini adalah sebuah kebenaran...
Atau mungkin yang kupandang salah selama ini itu adalah kebenaran...
Siapa yang bisa mejawab nya...???